Nostalgia

I am listening to our favorite song, Decembers by Hawthorne Heights. When I'm sad, this song always makes me feel better, it makes me think of you. Sometimes I just listen to it randomly as well and I think about all the things we've been through, this past year and more.. I hope it becomes our wedding song one day.

The most meaningful gift anyone could give me right now is a BC60 Motorolla battery. Because I still keep my old phone, the one with all your old messages in it, but the phone won't turn on because the battery is broken. I will keep that phone forever.

There's something you should know, no matter how mad I am or upset I am at you, there's never a time when I don't want to talk to you. I always want to talk to you. Even if on the phone I say I don't, deep down inside I just want you to force me to talk to you anyway. It just makes me feel like you're still my knight in shining armour, like you used to be. Can't you see it?

Lately I've been having this feeling that you don't love me anymore. Because you never want to pujuk me like you used to. I don't know why you never do it anymore. Its part of the reasons I feel in love with you... I miss it...

Sometimes I wish I were sick so I could get your attention. That sounds terrible, doesn't it?